| and i didn't think my heart could break... was i ever wrong |
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| Why is it that the most beneficial and fulfilling things in life are also the most exhausting? |
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| Ok, so i'm back, yes i'm finally back and i have to say i feel amazing. God blew me away, more than i could ever have imagined. My whole view of everything seems so different, so good, so real. I just feel wonderful. I feel content. I feel as though I love more than I ever have before. I love myself more and I love my friends more. It's great what comes along with understanding the mystery of God... I feel beautiful.
Most of all, i can't wait to get back to campus!
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| ok...so i still have a bazillion things to do, but i think i'm starting to breathe again. i just keep telling myself, there's no use in worrying. It's entirely unhelpful.
One of my favorite sections of the bible.... Matthew 6.25-34
"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat and drink; or about you body, what you will wear. Is not life more important that food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?"
"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet i tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying 'what shall we eat?' or ' what shall we drink?' or 'what shall we wear?' For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day had enough trouble of its own."
ah yes... well i know i sound like a bible thumper...but that's ok...because it pretty much rocks and feel a whole lot better after reading that...maybe you will too! :)
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| Wow! it's been a while. I wish i had something good to say, but i don't. I'll have to think about it for a bit and come back. Well i hope everyone is having a splendid day!
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